So i'm sitting here looking out the window straight into water and just over the blue is a faint skyline just sitting there not hurting anyone or anything. It irritates me to no end that I can be so close to something so calm, beautiful, and harmless and yet I let myself get so worked up over stupid minor things that, realistically, are not any of my business getting upset over. I just want to scream and be angry...and then I look outside and realize it's not worth the time and more so the pain my heart endures to even want to care. I need be happy before I'll allow myself to accept other's happiness...which I had done...and that was lost...so now I've found myself reaching out-maybe in not the right directions-to grab onto anything that might make me look happy-not be happy. Well this rant is over...for now! I'm gonna go enjoy the rest of my beautiful vacation...

XOXO,
Sammy

Boy do things change quickly when you're not paying attention. It's frightening how your life can do a complete turn around and before you can catch up with one catastrophe, another begins...

I can't go through that again...

I can't wait for summer...

I'm sick of staying inside all the time...

I want it to be pretty so I can go outside and play...

That is all.

Yeah I haven't put anything in here for a really long time but that's okay! Life's pretty normal, nothing too exciting that I need to go on and on about lol. Went to Florida and it was gorgeous and got to do a lot of shopping there, which is always really fun. It was a really fun week but I'm glad to get back to school...the sooner I get it all over with, the better! I did really well last quarter...4.0 for the quarter...we'll see about this one though...my classes are gonna be tough. Really strict teachers but I'm kinda excited because I didn't have much of a challenge in winter so I'm looking forward to doing something that will make me think! But I'm in school from 8:30am-7:20pm Tuesday and Thursday but it's nice because I only have to come out to WSU twice a week. Unfortunately, I only have two weeks off for summer! Summer quarter starts June 12 and finals end the week before and I have class until August 17!! I have to take Anatomy 202, which is all summer, and Chem 102, which is only 4 1/2 weeks, in order to get all my required stuff for the nursing program so I can hopefully get in by next spring! It really sucks...I might actually be in school on my birthday, that'll be a first! But I'm taking Anatomy 201, Urban Affairs 200, Hon. Eng 102, and Soc 200 so it should be a blast! Well I have to run to class!!

XOXO,
Sammy